saved by love: i get to be melodramatic because i'm blogging!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

i get to be melodramatic because i'm blogging!

I am realizing how beautiful relationships are. . .

and the care and effort needed to sustain them . .

things i would have never said before... never felt before...
I miss you grandma. I miss you Daniel. I miss you Mom, dad. I miss you Stella, Simon. All the people at Korea who I'd thought I would forget and not have a care for... I miss them. a lot.
They are probably the ones who don't have the time to spare a thought for me... so busy and such.
My room mates have become more precious to me.
lol my heart is feeling funny.
I'm so grateful for the people on facebook (sad) that I haven't spoken to but stilll are friendly to me. :)
And as I'm here now... trying to resuscitate relationships are hard. I've also channnggeeeedd O_O And am I even willing to commit?

these are thoughts I thought of (among 100940909403902830909324328239billion)

more revelations to come :)

1 comment:

CatFebruary 11, 2010 at 11:55 PM
Hi Teresa!
HAHAHA Guess what! I'm on a diet too!!! Maybe I already told you this?
I'm on a veggie, fruit diet! I'm doing okay, I eat like a huge ziploc bag of baby carrots everyday! (during class, ofcourse)
Except the downer is that I'm SO tired all the time and I'm always hungry. I always come home afterschool and fall asleep on my couch after eating SO much fruits/veggies! Like I get food coma from veggies/fruits! Is that a bad thing that I always end up falling asleep? I don't know -_- Oh yeah, I also go to the gym!
But yeah... Just really tired all the time and always thinking about food :( The carrots fill me up and I'm full but I'm never content T_T
But guess what? I hate carrots. They're my worst vegetables. But now that I'm forcing myself to eat them everyday... They're getting better. Isn't that cool? Mind over matter and how I'm starting to actually enjoy eating carrots! I thought that was really.. cool.

Anyway..
I'm not doing to great in school.
I got rejected to Calstate Fullerton. Honestly, I REALLY don't care. It's just that now I'm scared I'm going to get rejected to Washington. Ugh.

And THAT PICTURE! HAHAH I took that picture!! You still have it?! Wow.
And I am the complete opposite from you these days. I am pushing people away from me and not really focusing on relationships with people.
How weird!
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“It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”

-the little prince

"Our hearts are restless until they find their rest in you"
St. Augustine

"Lord, make me an instrument of your peace; where there is hatred let me sow love;
...Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
Where there is sadness, joy.
Lord, may I not so much seek
To be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love.
Because it is in giving that we receive, in pardoning that we are pardoned."
prayer of St. Francis

“I have inscribed you on the palms of my hands…” Isaiah 49:16.

"항상 주님이 네 옆에 있는 사실을 잊지 말아라."
Don't forget the truth that God is always with you

"He is jealous for me, loves like a hurricane, I am a tree, bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy, when all of a sudden I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory, when I realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me"
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Isaiah 53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

"But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved."
Ephesians 2:4

Matthew 6:19-21 Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight. proverb 3:5

Psalm 34:8 "O taste and see that the LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusts in him."

" The LORD reigns, let the earth be glad;
let the distant shores rejoice.

Clouds and thick darkness surround him;
righteousness and justice are the foundation of his throne.

Fire goes before him
and consumes his foes on every side.

His lightning lights up the world;
the earth sees and trembles.

The mountains melt like wax before the LORD,
before the Lord of all the earth.

The heavens proclaim his righteousness,
and all the peoples see his glory.

All who worship images are put to shame,
those who boast in idols—
worship him, all you gods!

Zion hears and rejoices
and the villages of Judah are glad
because of your judgments, O LORD.

For you, O LORD, are the Most High over all the earth;
you are exalted far above all gods.

Let those who love the LORD hate evil,
for he guards the lives of his faithful ones
and delivers them from the hand of the wicked.

Light is shed upon the righteous
and joy on the upright in heart.

Rejoice in the LORD, you who are righteous,
and praise his holy name."
Psalms 97

"Do not let your hearts be troubled.
Trust in God, trust also in me."
John 14:1

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11

Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”
C.S. Lewis

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